Life is...

Life is a Gift
Accept it…
Life is an Adventure
Dare it…
Life is a Tragedy
Face it…
Life is a Mystery
Unfold it…
Life is a Journey
Complete it…
Life is a Promise
Fulfill it…
Life is a Goal
Achieve it…
Life is Eternal
Believe it…

Interest in Living

"In the middle of the journey of our life I found myself within a dark forest where the straight path was lost.”





I was Walking alone, again... walking and walking to nowhere. Asking myself, What`s going on? what is happening to me now... like i am carrying worlds problem... but i don`t. i know its just a little piece of problem of all the people in this world. but how come i am so tired of carrying these...

Today, i know, its just today... and this is not forever...
pero bakit kapagka malungko ako, sobrang lungkot ko... at pagka masaya ako sobrang saya ko... at sa araw na ito... isa nanaman ito sa pinkamalungkot na araw ng buhay ko...

tila di ko mapigil ang mga paa ko.. dinala ako sa kung saan alam niya na makakapignilay-nilay ako... makakapag isip ng mga nangyayari sa buhay ko...

Manila bay... ito ang lugar na madalas kong puntahan noong college pa ako... dito madalas kong isigaw ang katagang "PUTANG INA NIYO"
Dito din madalas kong kinakausap si LORD bukod sa Church... Dito ko madalas itanong sa kanya kung bakit ako naging ganito... sa hangin, sa dagat, at sa kawalan, ibinubulong ko ang paghihinagpis ng aking kalooban... ang paghihirap na nararamdaman ko... Dito ko din madalas maitanong sa aking sarili kung NASAAN NA BA AKO? bakit ako nawawala... bakit wala akong makapitan tuwing may unos sa buhay ko.... bakit ang dali kong mailipad ng hangin... ang dali kong matangay...

Pero sa kabila ng lahat ng iyon, ito pa rin ako... matibay na humaharap sa hamon ng bukas.. ng buhay... hindi pa rin ako nawawalan ng pag-asa... marahil batid ko na sa kabila ng paghihirap laging may kaakibat ng tagumpay ant ligaya... hindi ganoon kadali... kailangan ng tibay ng loob, kailangan ng tiwala sa sarili....

Under The Sunshine

I have a lot of things to say... i have a lot of things to write, but my words are still limited because i have no idea kung saan ito patungo... kung saan ito papunta...

But the only thing that is clearer and clearer, its all about my emotions... my world.

as for today, we had a little party in the house last night with my Baby... we drik alcohol and make love... it was a happy night...

i woke up this morning with a smile in my eyes, in my face... and we had fun again untill 3pm in the living room, while playing games in facebook... my restaurant city, my pet keja in pet society.. and my farm in farm town... while watching "the Dream girls" movie...

for me its a sunny day, though its true that its a sunny sunday... ang sarap lang talagang mabuhay pag may inspiration ka ... parang lahat ng tao nakangiti sa`yo... ang-gaan gang kumilos.

sa MRT pinagtitinginan ako ng mga tao dahil nakangiti ako mag isa... im just listening the hinder song "Lips of an Angel" and its really a nice song...

Masaya ako, because i know that he is still there for me... i am surviving because of him... emotionally, psychologically, at lahat na yata ng aspects ng life ko... mahal na mahal ko siya.. and he knew it...

I always prayed that it`ll last forever...

Deep Waters Drowns Us

"He doesn`t take us trough deep waters to drown us but rather to develop us."

But most of the time, people dont realize that...

Don`t undestand that way of God, of testing us...

Neither I...

Madalas kong maisip, saan ba ako nagkamali...

Saan ba ako nagkulang, bakit ganoon, bakit ganito...

Tulad ngayong araw na ito... parang katapusan nanaman ng lahat...

bakit ba kailangan nating timbangin ang lahat... ang sarili nating damdamin laban sa damdamin at kapakanan ng iba...

dahil i dont want to hurt anybody, makasagasa... i am not a happy person but i always make sure that i make people happy...

I`m just one of million of people thingking and believing "Love is the Powerful thing in this world"... bawat bagay sa araw-araw ay dito ibinabase... emotion, feeling, Love...

Madalas kong sabihin sa facebook status ko, "Love is always there for us to Live" at halos madalas din may nag co-comment din ng " to die..."

So scary... but its true...

I hate it when we`re so happy and sweet then suddenly, getting in danger and scary...

I choose to love you in silence
because in my silence
I find no rejection…
imprison you in my thoughts
because in my thought,
freedom is for me to decide..
loving you in the distance,
because distance keeps us away in pain…
touch you in my dreams,
because in my dreams
there was no end…
I love you...