For Your Information...

I speak my mind when necessary. I know when to behave, but I know better when to misbehave. Just like anyone, I also break rules once in a while. I am not big on stereotypes or preconceived notions, which means I am not likely to be judgmental or self-righteous. I have developed a considerable amount of tolerance for ignorance, bitchiness, arrogance, unearned self-importance, and undeserved pride. I believe there is always a reason behind every person's acts. As much as I can talk, I can also listen well and understand. Moreover, I also have the ability to empathize and put myself on the shoes of others.

so sad

so sick

so alone

so empty

so nothing....

hello darkness my old friend....

i want to talk to you again.....

Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turn my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence

"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you"
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sound of silencea

THE PERFECT DEFINITON OF LOVE

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

For we know in part and we prophesy in part,

but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.

When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.

For now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.” ...

oh Lord...

This silent night after celebration;
I ask the Lord for all my loved ones, to have His protection.
I couldnt be more grateful;
I have so much love that overflows in abundance and keep my heart peaceful.
Lord, let them know that i keep them all in my heart;
Even if we are worlds apart.
The great energy they give me;
The smiles, the compliments, the cheers and positivity;
Fulfills my day,
Let them know that i also send their Love back their way.:)

So tonight;
In my blanket i tuck myself tight,
I bid everyone a good night,
As to lala land is the destination of my flight. ;)
So peeps; Sweet dreams, and sleep tight,
And know that my world is more positive because of the love we share to make it bright;)

shallow

i am about in progress

about to rise

about to stand out

but still a l'll shallow

weak

like a marshmallow....

look at me

look at my eyes

look inside me

there's a soft glitters

inside me.

my desire

mydesire
between
what i think
what i want to say
what i think i say
what i actually say
what u actually want to hear
what u think u hear
what u really hear
what u feel like understanding
what u think u understand
what u really understand
there are 10 possibilities that we might have it difficult to communicate
but let's give it a try

now and forever

This love that i'm feeling for you,
will last for all of eternity,
even though it's plain to see,
that you have forgotten me.

And to the many hearts that you may
wander,
to the many places that you may roam.
remember,at the end of your journey,
my heart will always be your home.

Even though in your life there's a new
love,
each night,it's you that i still dream of.
and it matters not how many tears i
cry,
i will love you till the day i die.

No matter that you no longer call,
i'm willing to pick you up if you
should fall again,
and be the catcher of your bad dreams,
stopping them from making you
scream.

Now, in vain,i still look for you each day,
like a solitary beacon on a deserted bay,
And each night before i go to sleep,
for your happiness i pray the lord to keep.

so, it matters not who you may be with,
and it matters not where you may hide.
your final destiny my baby,
will always be right here by my side

something about you

Something about you
makes my heart beat out loud
something about us
makes me feel proud

something about the way you smile
makes my heart flip and flop
something about the way you laugh
makes my heart stop

something about the way you answer
makes my heart dance
something about the way you comfort
puts me in a trance.

something about you
makes my heart melt
something about you
brings out feelings i've never felt.

maybe

You can never always have the thing that yo want to FOREVER,

thing will changes,, or thing needs to changes..

a person that we've loved before can become the greatest stranger that u've ever met!

And because of those changes i was hurt several time.

and it keeps me hurting again and again.

But just like what they have said. love is just like getting a tooth pulled out from the dentist, pull it out, youre relieved.

But how many time does our tounge run itself over the aspot were the tooth once was.?

probably a hundred times a day, just because it wasnt hruting mean it doesnt mean you dont notice it.

it leaves a gap sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. its going to take a while, but it takes time.

Should we kept the tooh?,

No, cause it was causing you so much pain. so let go

“And what I finally decided is maybe, maybe I don’t want to get over you, maybe I don’t want anyone but you, maybe that’s why I still think about you everyday even though I know we will never have what we used to…maybe”

29th monthsary

Love doesn't run, it stands, fights and gets stronger!

it's unbelievable that we are still together...

it's look lovely that still you and me...

most of the time,

i don't know what to say...

so rare, so beautiful, so happy...

happy 29th monthsary

War in Heaven

We are, each of us, angels with only one wing;

and we can only fly by embracing one another.

What time his pride had cast him out from Heaven,
With all his host of Rebel Angels,
by whose aid aspiring to set himself
in Glory above all his Peers, He trusted
to have equaled the most High....and with ambitious
aim against the Throne and Monarchy of God
Raised Impious War in Heaven

somewhere...

I met you just tonight

but i keep wonderin why

it seems i've always known you all my life

I held you only once

but i keep wondering why

it seems i've held you forever

Can it be true

Could i be wrong

that somewhere in my past

i fell in love with you

can it be true

could i be wrong

that somewhere in my past

there was also me and you

i kissed you only once

but i keep wondering why

it seems i've kissed your lips so many times

i know you only now

but i keep wondering why

it seems i've known you forever

make you STRONGER!

There are certain facts about life that we’re too reluctant to accept;

facts that may be so hard to swallow.

But then again, it’s a fact.

We can try not to face it and then you’ll be named as Mr. Coward.

We can try to sugar-coat it then you might be misinterpreted.

Taking things lightly is what I always do.

But when faced with some fucking truths?

I say “Hi”, I get to know him,

learn from him and at the end, its not that hard to swallow.

You just need to chew it well, digest it and you wont even notice, it will make you STRONGER!

I AM...

I smile when I want to scream.
I sing when I want to cry.
I cry when I am happy and laugh when I am nervous.
I fight for what I believe in.
I don't take "no" for an answer when I believe there is a better solution.
I trust my intuition most of the time.
I become stronger when I think there is no strength left.
I love unconditionally.
I'm a pleaser type of person but I don't get manipulated by anybody.
I have a strong sense of independence.
I hesitate talking to people I don't like,
I don't mind wasting my time to real people,
I share what I have with my family and friends.
I am just as any ordinary person you know,
a laid back type of guy whom you can easily get a long with.
pretty versatile in all sorts of stuff.
some say i may be a snob but im tellin you,
that im not or should i say that im just a shy type of guy who will loosen up as time goes by.

I think aggressively at times. This attests my flaws and never have I dreamt of putting these walls to eradication.
I deposit great magnitude on friendship. The most thought I give to my friends are the least thoughts I endow to people who abhor me. Though vehemence has taken a huge part in the latter chapters of my journey, I still find a jiffy to be gentle with people who deserve such. If I was really destined to embark in rowing my boat amidst the turbulent rapids of life, then so be it. Each of us is faced with that possibility of giving up. It is, however, my decision to conquer those rapids until the end.

Destiny didn’t show parsimony to me even in the tiniest flair of life. My litheness allows me to move unreservedly in every path I choose myself to divulge in.

HOW TO LET GO

REALIZE THE PROBLEM, ACKNOWLEDGE IT,

AND FACE IT SQUARELY.

THEN DEAL WITH IT TO THE BEsT OF YOU ABILITY.

GATHER YOURSELF-RESPECT,

OR WHATEVER IS LEFT OF IT,

AND FILL YOUR HEART WITH THE COURAGE OF A THOUSAND EAGLES AND SAY GOODBYE...

FLY WHILE YOU STILL HAVE YOUR WINGS.

THEN RELEASE THE HURT.

RELASE THE FEAR.

REFUSE TO ENTERTAIN YOUR OLD PAIN.

SAY GOODBYE

ONLY ONCE AND BLOT OUT ALL Illusion

MEMORIES THAT WILL TEMPT YOU TO COME RUNNING BACK.

FOR YOUR OWN SAKE AND FOR YOUR WELL-BEING AND SANITY,

MOVE ON,

DON'T LOOK BACK,

AND START A NEW LIFE.

HEAL YOURSELF AND MOVE ON.

CRY SOME;

IT WILL DO YOU GOOD.

THEN PUT ON A SMILE COZ TIME IS ON YOUR SIDE AND TIME HEALS EVERYTHING.

STRAIGHTEN UP AND FACEWITHOUT FEAR THE GREAT BIG SURPRISE

THAT FATE HAS WAITING FOR YOU JUST AROUND THE CORNER...

GOOD LUCK...

Me & Life

I never welcome something i cant entertain.
I never open doors if i mean to close someone's heart.
I never accept love if i cant give myself in return.
I never start a relationship i know i want to end.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it and dont let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it...

Don't wait for the right person to come into your life.
Be the right person to come to someone's life.
When it comes to love, we are often told to wait for that special person to come in our lives.
We forget that we too can be that special someone person for someone else's..

IT`S DONE NOW...

FINDING MYSELF.

IT`S TIME TO FIND THE REAL MEANING OF MY LIFE...

NOT PERFECT, BUT REAL...

1. LOVE YOURSELF
Unless you love yourself, it's hard for you to believe that anyone else will.

2.LIKE YOUR PARTNER
Healthy relationships happen between two people who really like each other

3. MAKE QUALITY TIME
The importance of things can be measured by the amount of time we're willing to give them.

4. COMMUNICATE
Communicating better is about learning to say openly and honestly exactly what you think and feel. It also means listening to your partner without judgment.

5. ARGUE WELL
A good argument is an opportunity to share your feelings and strengthen your bond by reaching a decision you're both happy with. It can be an experience that leaves you both feeling more confident about your relationship and brings you closer together.

6. ACCEPT CHANGE
Change can provide opportunities for growth and intimacy, but it can also be painful. It may mean adjusting to a new way of thinking or a new way of life. It may also mean letting go of things that have been familiar and safe. In successful relationships, couples learn to adapt and change together. They accept that change is an inevitable part of human life and support each other, for better for worse.

7. APPRECIATE
When we appreciate what we have, we wont be looking for someone else. Sometimes, we still search for someone better than what we have but what we just don't know is that we already have it. We just don't know how to give importance to it because we are sometimes blinded with familiarity with the same person.

Tips for Better Life

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did the previous year.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
38. Share this with someone you care about.

Life is...

Life is a mystery. It is ever changing and dynamic.

The quest of finding the meaning of life depends on every person.

It is important to live your life according to your choices so that in the end

you'll not regret not doing anything to satisfy your wants and needs.

In the end one must ask the penultimate question,

What am I living for?

No matter how many friends we have today we never know how many we may have tomorrow.

we meet people everyday in our lives yet they come and go like seasons change.

maybe we should care more about how long they will be in our lives

rather than how much of them we have. whatever the case maybe just like seasons that come and go,

we should enjoy every moment that we share with these amazing people who touch our lives..

there are so many people in this world which whom we can exchange lives

with and so many people we can learn from and grow with.

it would be a shame not to fully share ourselves entirely

and give our love wholeheartedly because even if they will leave us tomorrow

with sadness, joy, pain or love we know that we can take those experiences

and learn more about what life is truly about!!!

Life is a search for meaning; it is the unending quest of finding our purpose in life and our purpose for others.

something

something about the way you smile

makes my heart flip and flop

something about the way you laugh

makes my heart stop

something about the way you answer

makes my heart dance

something about the way you comfort

puts me in a trance.

something about you

makes my heart melt

something about you

brings out feelings i've never felt

LOVE REALLY SUCKS!

You can never always have the thing that yo want to FOREVER, thing will changes,, or thing needs to changes..a person that we've loved before can become the greatest stranger that u've ever met!

diba tama?

And because of those changes i was hurt several time,,, and it keeps me hurting again and again.

But just like what they have said. love is just like getting a tooth pulled out from the dentist, pull it out, youre relieved. But how many time does our tounge run itself over the aspot were the tooth once was.? probably a hundred times a day, just because it wasnt hruting mean it doesnt mean you dont notice it. it leaves a gap sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. its going to take a while, but it takes time. Should we kept the tooth?,



“And what I finally decided is maybe, maybe I don’t want to get over you, maybe I don’t want anyone but you, maybe that’s why I still think about you everyday…maybe”

I don't wanna do this anymore

Story of my life, searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul ?cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man and this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go And we know it very well ?Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun And put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore, anymore And I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer A murderer, no no no Yeah

How to describe my Personality

Somewhere between type A and B behavior.
High machiavellianism.
High nACH(need for achievement).
+3 in assertiveness.
My locus of control is inside.
Performance-goal oriented but i still believe in mastery goal.
High in extraversion.
Low in neuroticism.
Average in openness.
High in conscientiousness.
Average in agreeableness.

The Power

The Power:

"You have no cause for anything but gratitude and joy". -Gautama Buddha

The purpose of your life:

is joy, and so wat do you think is the greatest joy in life? Giving!

The greatest joy in life is giving, and there is only one thing you can give- your love!

Your love your joy, your positivity, your excitement, your gratitude,

and your passion are the true and everlasting things in life. Give the best of you.

Give your love because it is the magnet to all the riches of life.

And your life will become richer than you thought was possible,

because when you give love, you are fulfilling the entire purpose of your life.

When you give love you will receive back so much love and joy that you will feel it is almost more than you can take.

But you can take unlimited love and joy, bcoz its who you are.

"The Power is within you!"
"THE SECRET" "THE POWER"

I call it love

Find a someone who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you're just as handsome without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares

and how lucky his is to have you....

The one who turns to his friends and says,

'that's him, my partner, my love and my life.'”

You call it madness, but I call it love.

Hungkag na Pagsisis

Minsan malabo din ang buhay...

yung may gusto sayo ayaw mo

nakita mo lang ang kanyang halaga

noong wala na siya...

yung gusto mo naman ayaw sayo

kung kelan handa ka na siyang iwan

saka lang nagparamdam

At ang pinakamasakit doon ...

mahal ka niya, mahal mo rin siya

pero hindi mo maipakita

na dapat talaga naging kayo

kung pinadama mo lang sana

ngayong huli na, ...

Junst the REAL ME.

When i was a kid I always thought that I had A clear-cut master plan for my life. I would get for education, earn a degree,meet the girl of my dreams, marry her, move out of my parent's house,have kid, build a home for my family and live happily ever after..Every little boy's DREAMs ryt? GRowing up in a normal, middle income, close-knit family, I believe nothing cud derail me from my PLANS. And so I enter High school, poverty hits & BAMS! turns. Out my eyes weren't set on finding my Juliet..I was ogling at possible Romeos for ROMANCE......hehehe. All of a sudden my plans take a tailspin and Im At a LOSS. The funny thing about life is that thing's don't always turn out the way you want them to be. I graduated a degree and finally land my dream job. NOW... I am actually a good boy in the body of bad one.. Im not bragging here about myself but this was only the misconception about me.yes, im sometimes antipatiko, but it doesnt make sense.. I really have hard explaining things but i believed i should..Sometimes im doin goofy stuff but its fine.. who the hell i care of what people think of me anyway.. just be myself, and what ever cover you could see, deep within me is what make me human... NOT PERFECT JUST THE REAL ONE..

I believe

I believe that :

By CHOOSING we learn to be responsible.

By paying the price of our choices we learn to make better choices.

Each choice we make consciously adds positively to our sense of ourselves

and makes us trust ourself more

because we learn how to live up to our own inner standards and goals.

But the reverse is also true:

When we unconsciously drift through life,

we cultivate self-doubt, apathy, passivity, and poor judgment.

By struggling, by facing the difficulties of making conscious choices,

we grow stronger, more capable,

more responsible to ourselves.

sing my song!

i don't need no beat coz i'm a drummer

i may stutter but i'm like rubber

i stretch in the summer,

like my tattoo i'm thunder

i bring it it like Ali coz nothing else matters

just the words you put out

and flow you put down

give me a buzz coz i'm rung

like your fave song i'm sung.

i see you in the dark

you can't hide when i'm in war

a lyrical varsity, i bring it like bombs

so alert your troops, i'm coming at large

i take them by the thousand

stake them to the highlands

show 'em where hearts are made strong

where you only get one chance.

MY HEART IS FOR SALE!

Who wants to buy my heart?

I’m having it for sale.

Though it’s already second hand,

It still functions well..

Cause once,

I sold it whole,

But it was returned into pieces.

But now,I had it all repaired and I’m back in business.

WHO WANTS IT?

Satisfaction guaranteed!

It has free service charge,

And a lifetime warranty.

If you’re asking for the price..
Well, I’m looking for the most honest bidder