CONFUSION

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

so many questions....

too much thinking...

its confusion...

i know...

and i always believe.

that relationship is always like this.

always in time...

happy

sad

annoyed

grumpy

joyful

up

down

conflict

bothered

tired

comfortable

uncomfortable

guilty

contented

not contented

satisfied

not satisfied

but there is another thing...

confused.

for a relationship like what i have...

like what we have.

its normal

yes it is normal.

for today we`re sad,

and tomorrow

we`re happy.

Everytime i think i am confused, i always put in my mind that its not all the time. its not forever. its just today or tomorrow... one day i`ll be fine... one day i`ll be good.

and everytime i feel bad about my life, i always put in my head, i am still so lucky that i have this life... i have faith god... and have you... i love you and i always will.. no matter what.