you light up my life

I learned something today...

I really don`t want to move...

i just want to stay in the bed...

lying down...

from almost three days of sleeping. no food. no drinks. no pee pee.

I know i am exaggerating my situation.

he`s in bora. enjoying his weekend vacation with people i don`t know.

but still, i understand him. i know, this is what he want. to be by himself. to have privacy. to have my respect...

i am almost closing the curtain of my life.

half dark, half light... this is my craziness. thinking nothing. being alone in my room... shutting all the window. lying in the bed. closing my eyes... but my mind is awake. and its weak. weaker and weaker.

i tried to check my phone Sunday late afternoon. One message and one miscall from him. he broke his iphone. he bought a new phone.

and i decided to message him back... that i`m still so sick.

Kevin brought me to max`s restaurant in robinson galleria. so i can sip a soup from sinigang.

its just a plain tonsillitis, i know. the reason of my fever.

kevin bought medicines for me. then after eating, we supposed to buy halo-halo in chowking but its not available. so we ended up in robinson supermarket to buy ice cream.

we went to his place... we talk alot.

we make love.

we sleep together. naked. holding each others hand.

what can I say...

I Love you, and I always will.