yesterday today and tomorrow...

Cherished are the memories that
Brought us to this day,
For yesterday, was just a dream ...
A wish to contemplate.

A fantasy where in my mind,
A fleeting glimpse I'd see ...
A vision of the true desires
I longed for endlessly.

And when I dreamed, I did not know
The love I'd feel today;
The height of my true feelings,
And the depths they would portray.

And if I had one wish today,
A simple wish t'would be ...
Is that the love we feel this moment,
Lasts eternally.

Reality has merged now
As you stand here by my side;
And as I join your hand in mine,
My heart does fill with pride.

For as I pledge my love to you,
I see in many ways,
Reflections of my love for you
Are mirrored in your gaze.

And by our presence here today,
And for the love we share,
I thank you for our yesterdays
That brought us to be here.

But more than this, I vow to you,
My wishes yet to come ...
Tomorrow's dreams and fantasies,
This day that we are one.

Tomorrow's an adventure
That we'll share together now;
Our future's intertwined forever,
Through this holy vow.

I promise to remember
In the future years and days,
The love I feel for you this moment ...
... Dreams fulfilled today.

For in the coming years as we
Move on, and reminisce,
Back to the day I stood with you
And promised with a kiss ...

That blessed are the days that
I have looked into your eyes,
And felt the warmth and love reflect,
The essence of our lives.

*****

Yesterday we dreamed of what might be;
Today we validate our love;
And tomorrow we will cherish the life we have shared as one.

maybe this time...

Maybe this time...
Things will never be the same again...
Things change from its normal ways...
Things goes back to its own dispositions...
Its own orbits, its own access...

Maybe this time... I'm not the same anymore...
I'm not the james before... I'm not hardheaded, but still I'm sure... I'm still
That stupid... Maybe now, I'm so disrespectful... But I'm sure I'm loyal.
Maybe now I'm so naïve, but still humble...
Maybe now I don't have self confidence, but I'm fearless...

And here's the thing...
Maybe this time people think I have everything what I'm dreaming off,
Maybe this time I'm happy, but I'm not...

Because maybe this time...
I don't have you...
Or I still have you..
Maybe... Maybe...
But maybe this time, I am still here for you..

my LOVE will go on...

Every seconds, every minute,
Every hour, everyday...
Every every night, every week,
Every month, every year...

I spent with you...

Every meal, every coffee,
Every breakfast, every lunch
Every dinner, every snack...
Every bar party, every night out,
Every hang out, every out of towns...

I spent with you...

Every stories, every laugher,
Every sorrows, every fights,
Every sadness, every cries,
Every jealous, every jokes
Every nights, every dreams...

We shared...

Everything between you and me...
Means too much for me,
Because whatever happen,
You'll mean too much for me...

Happy 28th Monthsary...
I love you so much
and my love will go on...

Xoxo,
James*

unpeaceful

My body is resting peaceful, but my mind is UNPEACEFUL... things will going to be alright, and life is still BEAUTIFUL.

SORRY

sorry...

for being so stupid

for being so naive

for being different

for being quite

shutting my mouth

living in silence

sorry...

for,

i cant make you happy

anymore

i cant give your satisfaction

your contentment

to be a real person

sorry...

for being confused

of everything

for what i am to you

and where to stand

sorry...

for being me

being real

being what i am

being what i have

sorry...

for the love

for his love

for this feeling

you know much i love you and i always will...

and i am sorry...

if i cant live this life without you.