Friday, August 13, 2010

I am, I love, I hate...


I l0ve singing anywhere, everywhere and at any given time...
I l0ve t0 sh0p...I l0ve sh0es, cl0thes, anything...
I l0ve eating and I s0 l0ve watching m0vies...
I c0llect candles--maybe because i'm s0 bad that i need th0se stuff to spare me fr0m the darkness 0f hell...
I'm a dreamer......
I get insecure whenever they tell me I'm getting thin...
I always am pretending n0t t0 be hurt but i d0...
I am me...I am human--thank y0u KC f0r that w0nderful line...
I l0ve movie lines and I can't wait t0 use them 0n any creeping sucker wh0 c0mes al0ng...
I hate pe0ple wh0 pretend they're c0ol but ending up as 0ne 0f th0se fucking sickening l0wlives...
I d0n't like t0 be judgemental but that is wh0 I am...
I want the w0rld t0 kn0w that I am 0ne fucking surviv0r...
I have been t0o pressured lately that all I am feeling is in this fucking webpage...Cuss me...Curse me...I w0n't care...
I l0ve getting back at pe0ple wh0 have d0ne me wr0ng...
I l0ve writing things...I l0ve listening t0 music...
I hate pe0ple wh0 give me s0 much crap...I just can't accept crap...I hate it...
I want pe0ple t0 l0ok me in the eye and tell me what's 0n their minds...
I am friendly but I s0metimes bite people's backs just f0r the fun 0f it--who d0esn't, anyways?..
I am vici0us...I read anything just to get my mind 0ff things...
I hate the weather t0day...I hate bullshits...
I thr0w th0se bullshits 0utside the d0or...Why get mad when you can get even???..Find a s0ng that fits y0ur situati0n and state 0f mind...Then sing it l0ud and pr0ud...If y0u have a pr0blem with me, d0n't g0 behind my back...Say it t0 my face...Say it 0ut l0ud!..The w0rd bitchy d0esn't even begin t0 describe me...I am a caniving b****...

0nly a few years back I have c0me t0 realize that I am afraid t0 face my past. 0nly because I just hate t0...s0, DON'T ASK!!!

I am nonexistent, but in the eyes of those who understand, I exist...

I am evil, but to the people who learned to dig deep within me, I became the definition of good...

I am numb, but to a few whom i learned to like and trust, I became the most sensitive person they ever knew...

I am simple, yet complex...

I would either be your friend or your enemy...

And in whatever way you see me...

I am who I am---and that is me!!!

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