Friday, December 30, 2011

LADY BEE


December 21, 2011
Before HE left the country, HE surprised me with a gift!
A christmas gift.
It's a Lady Bee...
I love it... another pet... i have the LADY BUG already, then MOOO the cow...
Now staring at Lady Bee, made me miss HIM so much...
More than two weeks more to go... before HE come back.
Well, I'm just so thankful to HIM, for the Lady Bee.
I hugged Lady Bee like how I Hug HIM.
I Love You baby...
Thank you for the Lady Bee...

What I want to Write in My PROFILE on 2013


I am passionate by nature, content with beliefs, creative with hobbies, fulfilling with life, athletic with body, romantic with heart, and enjoy living life to the fullest.
Gets pleasure from travel, music, art, athletic activities, gym, technology, learning, good conversation, a quite evening or an active adventure.
Enjoying what life has to offer. Admire compassion, a healthy life style, sharing truth, honesty, random acts of kindness, the outdoors, hot passion; I can be sweet to firm.
Enjoy creating memorable moments with other persons in locations that reveal the reality of the local existence while providing lasting memories. Came to this lifestyle late, however, not into "making up for lost time".
I find men interesting who are confident with self, have a presence in life, are secure with the world they inhabit, are intelligent in the field of their choice, add new meaning to the days and nights that follow for those they encounter, can enjoy an active adventure; whatever that is, or enjoy quiet evenings, enjoy good conversation and laugh along with what life has to offer...

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Missing You...


Its the second day that you're away...
I am terribly missing you.
Can't help but apologies for the bad things i did to you. like being arrogant and close minded with things we chatted and all.

I am so sorry my baby... i wanna change next year.. I wanna promise that. please lets restart a new beginning again. give me a chance to have a peaceful life with you again...

Thursday, October 20, 2011

what i want


From my earliest days I have enjoyed interpersonal attractions determined by the so called “looks” and “spark”. Beyond all question, looks aren't everything. Character which is the aggregate of features and traits that form the individual, really makes a big difference.
Now I'm mindful that a great personality will always make you more attractive than someone who only has a great features but no substance..remember, getting that kind who has a small portion of brain is like eating something delicious but no Label!

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Be Yourself


Life is full of uncertainties. We'll never know out times on earth is up until its over.
So take many photos, laugh hard, take time to look at the stars, smell the roses, sing aloud, give your best SMILE to the strangers.

Forgive and Love like you've never been hurt. Because every 60 seconds you spent is a minute of happiness that you cannot get back...

Life is short so don't hold back.
Forgive like you have an amnesia, believe like a kid, LOVE like Crazy &
Be Yourself...

RJL

Be Yourself

life is full of uncertainties.
We'll never know our time on earth is up until its over.

So take many photos, laugh hard, take time to lo0k at the stars, smell the roses, sing aloud, give a stranger your best SMILE.

Forgive and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 sec0nds you spent is a minute of happiness that you cannot get back! Cheers!


Life is short so don’t hold back. Forgive like you have amnesia, believe like a kid, love like crazy, and be yourself.

Lets Live our LIFE to the fullest....be HAPPY and ALIVE!

LOVE LESSONS

1. Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka niya...
2. Huwag mong bitawan ang isang bagay na ayaw mong hawakan ng iba...
3. Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang...
4. Huwag na huwag kang hahawak kung alam mong may hawak ka na...
5. Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit kailangan mong ipagsiksikan ang sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo, may hagdan naman ayaw mo lang pansinin...
6. Kung maghihintay ka ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo, dapat lumandi ka rin...
7. Hiwalayan mo na kung di ka masaya, walang gamot sa pagiging tanga kundi pagkukusa...
8. Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo lang, malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang...
9. Pag di ka mahal ng mahal mo huwag kang magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao ding mahal ka at di mo mahal, kaya quits lang...
10. Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa, kasi di ka naman talaga magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo yung una...
11. Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo ay magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong friendly, sweet, flirt, pa-fall o paasa...

Monday, September 26, 2011

THE CYCLE


shorts fiction's friction:

"we are all amazing sellers... bad thing we sell ourselves too much."


You’re gorgeous and your face is riveting. Many people say that you can make a good advertising model, but then they will say your height might be a problem but your face is good for print ads. Of course you believe them. You’ll believe the flattery they throw at you. Or maybe you just show them that you believe with whatever they tell you.
Then you met for the first time the guy you've been exchanging messages in planetromeo for three weeks. You were relieved to find out that he was not a bogus. He looked exactly the same with the picture he gave you...only much better in person. He was a 27 year old tall, mestizo athletic guy. Fair and smooth and drives a blue Honda civic. (Thank GOD! A certified yuppie.)
He arrived at Starbucks five minutes late while you came in thirty minutes earlier to enjoy your coffee, earphones plugged in to cancel out the nonsense, unintelligible chatter and tittle-tattle of the stereotyped bisexuals and agents who frequents the shop. Your handsome acquaintance greeted you like he knows you. Then you noticed that he smiles like he was so pleased to meet you. He looked at you with prurient gaze when you're not looking. He ordered himself a coffee and when he returned the usual eyeball-lets’- get-to-know-each-other-conversation commenced. Your conversation ended up with him asking you for a dinner, tabs on him.

You knew how the night will end but you want to make it a wholesome one. So the two of you parted ways where he got the chance to drive you home. Now he knew where you live and the kind of life you might be having and he is starting to brew mental judgments as he asked you if you’re alone tonight. You were very aware of this implication based on the common questions asked by supposedly "wholesome guys" but in actuality, sleazy, to which you retorted "my sister's home", a quick lie to dismiss him.

Weeks passed and the two of you kept texting each other. Praising each other's pictures on facebook. He calls you at night to say goodnight. Movie dates were always scheduled on weekends and inside the movie house, on your first movie date, he held your hand, squeezed it and he cupped your glorious face in his palms and kissed your soft thin lips for the first time. It was a sweet five-minute kiss and you’re starting to fall----in his trap.

You knew how it will end yet you were so optimistic believing that this was different. That he might not be swimming with the current and is actually sincere with clean intentions. You were exclusively dating and one night he invited you to his pad to watch “50 first dates” because he haven’t seen it yet to which you accepted because you too haven’t seen it. You thought that he was just being romantic and all. The two of you drove back to his pad with burger and fries from McDonalds and you started to watch the flick. He embraced you while you fed him, occasionally, with fries. At the middle of the movie he started to kiss you and you kissed back. And his lips crawled down to your neck then he started to unbutton your shirt and gently rubbed your bulge and now he is licking your red and horny nipples. Both of you are now naked while the movie kept playing. He had a muscular body with six pack abs. You can tell that he works out hard. Then he licked every nook and cranny of your body like a hungry little boy excited to taste his first Popsicle. You moaned in ecstasy. You licked him, too. Then he straddled your legs in his shoulders and fucked you like there's no tomorrow. "You’re so tight, baby", he whispered then jerked you off until both of you came. That night, your relationship was already official.

Weeks passed again but the movie dates became more infrequent. Instead he invited you to his house to watch movie there. Then in the middle of it, you two made love. On your first monthsary he treated you in an expensive restaurant then went back to his pad and made love again. It only lasted for three months and within those months its all about dinner, sex, date, sex, short talk, sex, eat, sex, a quickie in his car or in a bathroom bar and would tell you now "make it tight, baby". (any bottom would become loose with his thick 6.5 dick. ) Then gradually he became cold.

He doesn’t text you anymore, he doesn’t answer your call whatever time of the day it was. He’s not even online on planetromeo, but you knew he's only on invisible mode. Then you started to become frantic but told yourself that you'll soon get to the bottom of this. On your fourth monthsary he called you and said that the relationship won’t work and the two of you be better off as friends. He didn’t explain why. It was as if just because he's not ready. Then you cried a little but told yourself, “boys don’t cry, he’s just a boy” and when you went to Figaro to meet your best friend to get your mind off from the situation, you saw him. You saw him with another guy much cuter and taller than you. Now your best friend appraoched you, tagging along a guy with him saying "Hey Brad! This is Mike. I met him on downelink. I have arranged a dinner date for the two of you." Then your best friend pointed to Mike's car: a honda civic, only that it is white. Now, should you be optimistic or expect the cycle to repeat again? You stood up and left them and texted your best friend. "Don’t follow me. I’ll just call you next week".

END

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

LOVE LESSONS 1

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo ay magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by
accident or talagang tanga ka..

ABOUT MEN

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is
Don't stay because you think "it will get better"
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up..

Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior.* Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...
Even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...
Compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships. ..
There is nothing cute about baggage...
Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. ..
Look for someone complimentary. ...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted

Never move into his mother's house.. Never co-sign for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.*
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of men stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful

You should know that:
You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one.

They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices.

Make the right one...

Monday, September 5, 2011

THE BIG GAY RULES

GAY Rule No1:
Whenever you are dancing in a gay club you must mime every word to the song and physically act out the lyrics with your hands and feet. It is the law!

GAY Rule No2:
Whatever you do, you must sleep with all of your gay friends (except the ugly ones).

GAY Rule No3:
Never fall in love with your friends, as it can only lead to pain and awkwardness.

GAY Rule No4:
Openly show disdain for sex-hunting apps such as PR/Gindr, whilst secretly having it on your phone. Hypocrisy about sex is vital for a young gay man.

GAY Rule No5:
Fall into a deep and committed relationship within your first year of being an ‘out’ gay man, telling everyone with ears that he is ‘The One’, before cheating on him five weeks later because you’re ‘bored’.

GAY Rule No6:
Frantically obsess over your body image, whether this means going to the gym every day or closely monitoring your daily calorie intake. Homosexuals have absolutely no time for men who are comfortable in their own skin and it will not be tolerated.

GAY Rule No7:
Listen up boys because this rule is genuinely serious. Whatever you do or whomever you do, always get tested for STIs and HIV regularly. It’s your duty as a good gay man to ensure you are healthy and that your partner(s) also remain so.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Bisexuality Understanding

Bisexuality is sexual behavior or an orientation involving physical or romantic attraction to both males and females.[1] It is one of the three main classifications of sexual orientation, along with a heterosexual and a homosexual orientation. Individuals who lack a strong sexual attraction to either sex are known as asexual.

Bisexuality has been observed in various human societies[2] and elsewhere in the animal kingdom[3][4][5] throughout recorded history. The term bisexuality, however, like the terms hetero- and homosexuality, was coined in the 19th century.[6]

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Awakening

Unbelievalbe!
Stunning!
Amazing!
Great!

in Less Than 6 hours, I told my Life story to this stranger my life story from when I was 4 year old boy up to now that I am 30 years old already...

I kept on talking and talking and talking, I didnt stop until I finished it and found out in the end of my story that he is sobbing... he was crying... and keep on telling me that i had a great life...

and then his turn to talk.
He talk alot of beutiful thing about me.
he talked alot about things that i could be.
things that'll bring me up again....
bring back the respect for myself, the dignity, and happiness, and contentment that i loose....

now, from his wisdom words... I wanna live again...
I want the world to see me surviving...


just I dont really know how to start.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

RESERVED


A man reserves his true and deepest love
not for the species of man in whose company
he finds himself electrified and enkindled,
but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.

THANK YOU for Tonight


Thank you...
for the One more night,
being with you.
Thank you...
for the nice talk,
good conversations,
with sense and humors.
Thank you...
for the invites,
to be with you last night.
Thank you...
for the soft touch,
that made me feel blush.
Thank you...
for the sweet LOVE
that made me feel glad
Thank you...
for the sweet dreams,
that made me smile `till morning.
Thank you...
for the whole night hug,
that suddenly cleared the fog.
Thank you for tonight...
that made me inspired today,
hoping tomorrow again,
and forever and ever...

Sunday, August 7, 2011

HOLD ME


hold me then you'll surely feel the fire of a burning inside me...

Thursday, August 4, 2011

LONGING


what I long for...
is FOREVER with you...

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Great PRAYER for TODAY


Lord, when i Lost hope because my plans have come to nothing,
help me to remember that your LOVE is greater than my disappointments
and that your plans for my LIFE are always better than my DREAMS...

As I start my activities this day, send me your HOLY spirit to enlighten my MIND
to be a good PERSON, in front of my fellowmen, and specially in YOU.
In JESUS name AMEN.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Auntie Janey’s Old-Fashioned Agony Column #19: The Gay Buffet


Minamahal kong Tita Janey,

Ako po’y mahigit-kumulang dalawampu’t-walong taong gulang…Kahit papano’y nakaangat na ng kaunti sa buhay at nakapag-impok ng mumunting halaga…Sabi nga ng mga babaeng katrabaho ko, ang kulang na lang ay nobya. Ang palagi ko namang sinasabi sa kanila (bagkus sa aking isipan lamang) ay “che!!!”

Matagal ko nang alam na ako’y hindi itinadhanang makipag-isang dibdib sa babae. Alam ito ng aking pamilya at mga matatalik na kaibigan. Gayunpaman, hindi ako naglaladlad ng kapa sa opisina pagka’t medyo makaluma ang pananaw ng kalakalang aking pinamamasukan ukol sa ganoong bagay. Ngunit hindi naman ito ang suliraning aking idudulong sa inyo.

Mula nang napagtanto ko ang aking tunay na pagkatao (walong taon nang nakalilipas) ay nasubukan ko nang makipag-ulayaw sa mga taong kagaya ko. Kasing dami ng araw sa isang linggo ang naging nobyo ko (walang nagsabay, ngunit may magkadikit, hihihi). Walang nagtagal ng higit sa tatlong buwan. Lahat ng pakikipagsamang iyon ay nagwawakas dahil sa akin. Kahit anong sabihin ko mang dahilan (hal. “It’s not you it’s me”, “This is not working out”, “We’re just too busy”) ang katotohana’y ako’y nagsasawa lamang.

Kasalukuyan akong nakikipagkita sa isang napakamabuti, matalino, masipag at makisig na nilalang. Tawagin nalang natin siyang “DZZt”. Sa kabila nang wari’y walang bahid niyang pagkatao ay nakukuha ko pa ring makipagniig sa iba’t-ibang mga lalake—karamihan sa kanila’y di maihahambing kay DZZt. Ako’y nangungulumihanan—ikawalong lalake ko na ‘to. Ang ika-lima hanggang ika-pito kong nobyo’y di naman nalalayo kay DZZt sa kabutihan, katalinuhan, kasipagan atbp. Masasabi kong maraming uri na ng lalake ang aking nasubukan. Darating ba ang panahon kung kailan ako’y magsasawa sa pagsawa? O habang buhay bang kasingdalas ng pagpalit ng “Now Showing” sa Robinson’s Movieworld ang pagpalit ko ng nobyo?

Nagmamahal,

D. Makapanatili


Dear D. Makapanatili,

I am tempted to point a finger at you and shout “SLUT!” but I won’t. I am not one to cast the first stone for I am also not without sin. Let us be comforted that even the repentant Magdalene earned a place beside Jesus. But first, we shall have to make our hair long and look for a jar of expensive perfume and a foot on which to cry on. But if you are a Judas (Everybody now: “Juda-a-a-s, Juda-a-a-s, Gaga”), I suggest you have a glance at Dante’s Inferno.

My theory is that a lot of male homosexual relationships do not work because the parties involved have not yet found a stable sense of self or are just extremely self-centered or neurotic.

Prepare for a lecture.(Disclaimer: I have no formal training in psychology and these conclusions are just based on personal observations. If you disagree, feel free to hurl tomatoes at me and put a lengthy exposition in Comments as to why I am wrong. Be livid and eloquent so that all of us can be enlightened.)

1. Sexual Addiction

Some homosexual men I know started having steamy fun with the team in the locker room in their late teens or early twenties. They first tried to “experiment” because they felt they could discover something about themselves if they tried to bat for the same team. After a few experimental swings, it became a regular ballgame. They could not stop swinging the bat, it had become a compulsion. Everything in their lives went straight to hell. The academically stellar became mediocre, the religious became wanton, and the prim and proper were transformed into Jezebels. They had become so involved with tasting the different flavors of ice cream that they neglected other aspects of their lives. The more they ran around the bases, the harder it was for them to get out of the field. They seem to have stopped growing mentally and emotionally. This was the effect of addiction.

I caution our nagdadalagang mga Maximo not to rush into sex. It is a free-wheeling world out there. As an acquaintance aptly put it, “It’s a buffet!” I understand that embracing one’s homosexuality is a difficult, painful and lonely process. When one is figuring out who he is, one can be very vulnerable and susceptible to many influences. Take time to figure yourselves out. It is only when you have become fully yourself that you can handle the rigors of gayness. Sex is a powerful force and many have lost themselves to it. I think this is the wisdom behind the conservative notion that very young people should not dally with sex.

2. Extreme Neediness

I have also observed that a lot of homosexual men are extremely needy. They believe that another person should fill the void in their lives. Tantrums are not uncommon. The usual complaint I hear from gay men is that their partner is cold and unaffectionate. They have this belief that their partner should exist only to pay attention to them and answer for their needs. Eventually one gets suffocated by the other and ends the relationship.

3. Extreme Self-Centeredness

If there is a man who believes that he is God’s gift to women, there is such a thing as a gay man who believes he is God’s gift to gay men. Gay men, as observed by Camille Paglia, are obsessed with hierarchy. These flamboyant peacocks believe that they are at the pinnacle of the gay pyramid and demand that they should be worshipped. To be in a relationship with them is to serve them and to accept their view of themselves and their view of the world. They cannot accept or tolerate somebody whom they perceive as superior to them, hence the bitching. One must win their approval, and when you are in a relationship where you constantly seek the approval of your partner, you will get exhausted.

Actually…

The above discussion is just my ploy to lengthen this column. What I really want to say to D. Makapanatili is that if you do not get a hold of yourself, you will not be able to get a hold of anybody. For a relationship to work properly, both parties must be at ease with their own persons. Both partners must also be able to withstand and adapt to the dynamics of their relationship. It takes commitment and fortitude.

I think there is still much you need to discover about yourself. A heterosexual man I know who has been married twice admits that he had lots of extramarital affairs with women. He claims “Lalasingin mo lang ang mga yan at bibigay yan kaagad”. It was that easy for him. He stopped playing around when he realized that he was destroying the lives of his second wife and their child. He discovered that his purpose was to build his family a good life. He is now earning lots of money, doing very well in his job, is well-liked by his numerous clients, and finds contentment in the things he does.

Aunt Jane


http://www.jessicarulestheuniverse.com/2011/07/02/auntie-janeys-old-fashioned-agony-column-19/

The Observer


In others eyes, I am part of the world. But when I look out at the world from my own vantage point, I am not in it. What I see is the world. As an observer, I am the point of view that creates the world. I can't belong to the world. In principle, we can say that it's the truth.

SPEAK UP


You don't have to wait for your time to come to do the right thing.
You have to chose to do the right thing all the time.

DARKNESS INSIDE


We all have something to hide.
Some dark place inside us we don't want the world to see.
So we pretend everything is okay.
Wrapping ouselves a rainbows...

Friday, July 29, 2011

I've Learned


I have learned

I've learned-

that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned-

that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned-

that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned-

that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned-

that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned-

that you should never ruin an apology with an excuse.

I've learned-

that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned-

that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.

I've learned-

that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned-

that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned-

that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned-

that you can keep going long after you can't.

I've learned-

that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned-

that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned-

that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I've learned-

that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.


Simply PEN


Lost your pen=no pen

No pen=no notes

Nonotes=no study

No study=Fail

Fail=no diploma

No diploma=no work

no work=no money

no money=no food

no food=you get skinny

you get skinny=then you get ugly

Ugly=no love

no love=no marriage

no marriage=no children

no children= alone

alone=depression

depression=sickness

sickness=death

Lesson: Don’t lose your pen, you will die.. :P

got this from juls my friend!!!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

In LOVE...


I was not born to be alone...
I gave love, Yes I do.
In fact, I easily fall inlove with someone who makes me feel special.
And I always make sure the "HAPPINESS" for both of Us.
Because when you LOVE someone,
your obligations is not just to be come a LOVER,
you supposed to be a bestFriend at the sametime,
a Driver,
A maid,
a personal Secretary etc.,
To be always beside him,
Carry him,
Carres him,
Listen to him,
and Accept him for whatever he is,
for whatever He has,
and Whatever He could Be.
LOVE is always there for US to LIVE.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Think About It a Second or Two

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to


REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

A PRAYER


Everyday...
Everynight...
Everytime...
I always pray for my parents
my brothers and sisters
my relatives
my friends
everybody
and my most beloved person in this world
kevin...
to be safe
to be fine
to be happy
to be contented
of the life we have
to move forward
to love the life we have...
thank you lord...

Monday, March 14, 2011

AS I PROMISED (on our 37th Monthsary)




After One thousand and one hundred-ten days...

After thirty seven months...

After Three years and One month...

Here we are... still together, still strong...

and reminding you my promises...

our promises...



I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold

I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall

I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right)

I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow

I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree )

I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day
I promise to love you without change.


I promise to make you laugh

I promise to make you cry

I promise to give you strength when you are weak

I promise to cherish you and your love

I promise to compromise with you

I promise to make you my first priority

I promise to never take your love for granted

I promise to never lose faith in you

I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me

I promise to always trust you

I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts

I promise to always be proud of you

I promise to never let you feel alone in this world

I promise to find new ways everyday to keep the fires of passion burning

I promise to always keep you as an equal partner

I promise to never say things to you in anger

I promise to be your partner for life

I promise to be your shelter from the storm



I promise you a love everlasting...



I Love you and I always will...

I am the 7 capital sins personified


I am PRIDE. i don't care what people say for as long as I know I am right. I ask forgiveness when I am wrong and I give exception to people I value. I don't bow down to authority that did not earn respect, nor do i bow down to pretentious people- too good to be true, too insensitive to be human.


I am EXTRAVAGANCE. I love myself. and I please myself. no buts. no ifs. I am my freedom. I am not me for other people. and never again will I shape my person for another worthless being.


i am GREED. true. i don't want to share what i have earned solely. when i cry and bleed and sweat alone, i want to sow everything for myself.


i am SLOTH. i will work my ass til i want to and til i can, but when i don't want to move a finger, it's none of your business. or it can be you and me, outside.


i am JEALOUSY. my true, real and old friends know that i love being pampered and showered with attention. call it selfish, but they know i deserve the love i get because i am loyal and stubborn.


i am GLUTTONY. i want a lot of things for myself. to the extreme? maybe. in my opinion, it's not even enough!


i am WRATH. i am ire when jilted. i am anger when provoked. i am rage when you touch my friends. i am choler when you harrass my loved ones. i am outrage when you're stupid. i am fury when reasoned with.


Sunday, March 6, 2011

Rollerblades

Someone thought this song is for me. Worse is, i thought of it first.

Eliza Doolittle's Rollerblades

I know you say you're ready to change
But I need to get it down on paper
It's in your face, you're ready to blame
The first guy in line to catch the train

I'll save your seat
'Cause you don't stand for what you preach

You're singing with a broken string
Tell me what you really mean
Do you know what you want?

While beating up on yesterday
I was on my rollerblades
Rolling on, moving on

It's time to take the time to create
'Cause you're running late, the doors are closing
So tip your hat and you might get back
Whatever you need is up ahead

This train won't stop
For anybody to get off

You're singing with a broken string
Tell me what you really mean
Do you know what you want?

While beating up on yesterday
I was on my rollerblades
Rolling on, moving on

You're singing with a broken string
Tell me what you really mean
Do you know what you want?

Do you know?
Oh, no

We've got to run with it
It will get better
And at least
We're stuck together

Make your mind up
Know what you need to say
Before you shout at me
So take your seat
'Cause standing only wears out feet

You're singing with a broken string
Tell me what you really mean
Do you know what you want?

You're beating up on yesterday
I was on my rollerblades
Rolling on, moving on

You're singing with a broken string
Tell me what you really mean
Do you know what you want?

Beating up on yesterday
I was on my rollerblades
Rolling on, moving on

Do you know what you want?

Saturday, March 5, 2011

LOVE IS...

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

Find a person who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the someone who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats him...


Tuesday, March 1, 2011

THIS IS ME NOW... (An Open Letter)


My EverDearest babe...

I'm an acquired taste. Either you like me or not. But until the point where you assume things out of conjectures or based on your own preconceived notions of what I am, then you're nothing more than a puppet of your selected senses.

Relationships are not my forte; I'm either a complete douche bag or someone who is emotionally dependent on my partner. Either way, I have lived to see the day where self-realizations is a must for self-discovery and finding a more concrete moral compass in life.

I am not desperate and I am not into some casual fling. I am not willing to degrade my value system for some one night of carnal pleasure, while my emotions give out an interplay of disgust towards myself. I am no saint to be telling you that I have not enjoyed some past encounters, but more often than not it gave me something to think about; and it was never a good thought.

I don't have preferences, mainly because it is ludicrous to give out a set of checklist to someone and draw out some percentage of what attracts you the most to that individual. If you are that shallow, and probably that transparent then perhaps trying to categorize your future mate into a set of ideals would be the easiest. But then, you're just becoming lazy is it not, if that is the case.


JAMES...

XXX Issue

"I am extremely surprised to be contacted by xxx

regarding a person and an issue that I have no knowledge about

and with which I have no part.

I do not work and I have never worked with the person they are mentioning.

I do not collaborate and I have never collaborated with the show "Going Bulilit" at any level.

In consequence

I regret to inform them that

I cannot comment in any ways about the persons and/or the things I do not know."



james



sobrang unfair ng XXX...para akong star pag pasok ko ng ipost ng 2am...

lahat ng tao nagtatanong kung ano nangyari sa akin... para din akong celebrity na smile lang ang sagot...

mahirap din ang feeling... maakusahan ng isang case na hindi mo naman alam, at first time ko pa lang ngayon magpa-file ng case sa mga taong sumisira sa pangalan ko...

kailangan nilang linisin at bayaran ang danyos sa ginawa nila pagsira sa akin. buti na lang may mga taong naniniwalang hindi ko magagawa yan, at nandyan si kevin to support me at si GOD..

at kahit bali-baliktarin nila ang mundo, alam kong mananalo ako dahil god knows I am Clean...



  • Sinoia Nzima hello. I'll call you later. Chill ka lang friend. I'm always here for you... Take care and God bless!!!
    16 hours ago ·
  • Bea Lavadia awww james.. :( be strong.. you'll get through it :)
    16 hours ago ·
  • Rein Badajos wahahahaha suuko ka na,,,napapaligiran ka na namin...hahahahha
    tetistigo na ba ko???? hahahahah malademonyo mukha ni remy kagavi.... hahahha
    15 hours ago ·
  • Rodel James Ladic Easy and cool lang ako... thanks maan, bea, and jayR... kala siguro nung remy ganun lang kadali mangdamay at manira ng pangalan... :-/
    14 hours ago ·
  • Camille Mortiz-Malapit dapat trinace muna nila kung sino yung mga taong nakapangalan sa resibo. matuturo ng mga yun kung sino yung kasangkot ni remy.
    13 hours ago ·
  • Iam Qui Tongski exactly i agree with you camille. thats unfair to pose his picture without his authorization as well without checking the background... in deep investigation before they show it... tinuro lang na kasangkot.. parang kriminal na ang labas. hais....
    8 hours ago · · 1 person
  • Sinoia Nzima james, dapat tinanong ka talaga muna nila bago sila maglabas ng ganyang issue tutal sa isang network naman kayo nagta-trabaho di ba?! sa ginawa nila lumalabas tuloy na mas totoong magbalita ang kabilang station. "walang kinikilingan, walang pinoprotektahan, serbisyong totoo lamang..."
    8 hours ago ·
  • Rodel James Ladic tama mare! parang gusto kong pa imbistigahan sa imbistigador para sampal sa xxx :)
    31 minutes ago ·
  • Rodel James Ladic I am actually tired of explaining things to everybody... just getting ready to act things possible to clean up my name... thanks guys for the positive side... sobrang laking tulong sa depressions ko... thanks.