Thanks To You

I am inexistent, but in the eyes of those who understand, I exist. I am evil, but to people who learned to dig dip within me, I became the definition of good. I am numb, but to a few whom I learned to like and trust, I became the most sensitive person they ever knew. I am simple, yet complex. I would either be your friend or your enemy. To the world I am no one, but to the lives I've touched, I may be someone. In whatever ways you see me, a myriad thanks to you!

reminder

He reminded me this:

May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.

chance to be better

taking chances?

jumping off the edge?

i have too much energy, but too little time.

i trust too much, love too much,

but also expect a lot--and ends up being disappointed.

i don't require a lot of time, i only require quality time.

i have recently discovered how easy life needs to be lived

--you just have to enjoy it while it lasts. you can plan for the future,

learn from your past,

but you have to live the present to the fullest to get the most out of what life has to offer.

thus, each day for me is a chance to be better!

Carpe diem!

you're always on my mind

Maybe I didn't treat you

Quite as good as I should

Maybe I didn't love you

Quite as often as I could

Little things I should have said and done

I never took the time

You were always on my mind.

Maybe I didn't hold you

All those lonely, lonely times

And I guess I never told you

I'm so happy that you're mine

If I made you feel second best

I'm so sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind.

Tell me that your sweet love hasn't died

Give me, one more chance to keep you satisfied,

Little things I should have said and done

I just never took the time

You were always on my mind

I Dreamed of you last night

At home. We both cook while listening to music and we trade stories about our day.

We bathe together so we'll both feel cool and fresh.

We have dinner by candlelight and there's piano and violin music playing in the background.

We talk about science, philosophy, literature, art, music... whatever comes to mind.

That's what we love about our dates: we never know where the conversation will lead.

We clean up and do the dishes. We spend the rest of the night sharing things we never thought we'd tell anyone before --

things we thought we'd forgotten, things we wanted to forget,

but we share them anyway because that's how secure we are with each other.

There's a goodnight kiss.

Maybe followed by another one, this time deeper and longer.

We end the night with a hug (okay, maybe another kiss for the peaceful night) and make plans for the next day.

And I woke up this morning, alone in my bed, in my place.

So it's just dream. and i sigh. and whispered...

"I missed you so much... and I love you very much."

~*~

what is your choice?

Life is always a matter of choice.

As a matter of fact, all of us have different views in life.

You might feel that life is just one damned thing after another.

On the other hand, some might believe that life is worth living.

Whatever it is, you are the one who decides your life…

happy or sad,

poor or rich,

good or bad…

The choice is in your hand. So, what is your choice?

I want to be the reason:

Why HE cancels a night out with friends because am sick. Why HE stayed up late because I can't sleep. Why HE slept with the phone on his hand because, HE was waiting for my reply. Why HE searched the whole city for a book because HE knew it was my favorite. Why HE doesn't drink too much because HE knows i will get mad. Why He learns to cook Karekare and Sinigang, because i am craving for it. Why HE is in love, because of me. I want to be the BECAUSE of HIS every WHY's