AS I PROMISED (on our 37th Monthsary)

After One thousand and one hundred-ten days...

After thirty seven months...

After Three years and One month...

Here we are... still together, still strong...

and reminding you my promises...

our promises...



I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold

I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall

I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right)

I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow

I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree )

I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day
I promise to love you without change.


I promise to make you laugh

I promise to make you cry

I promise to give you strength when you are weak

I promise to cherish you and your love

I promise to compromise with you

I promise to make you my first priority

I promise to never take your love for granted

I promise to never lose faith in you

I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me

I promise to always trust you

I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts

I promise to always be proud of you

I promise to never let you feel alone in this world

I promise to find new ways everyday to keep the fires of passion burning

I promise to always keep you as an equal partner

I promise to never say things to you in anger

I promise to be your partner for life

I promise to be your shelter from the storm



I promise you a love everlasting...



I Love you and I always will...

I am the 7 capital sins personified

I am PRIDE. i don't care what people say for as long as I know I am right. I ask forgiveness when I am wrong and I give exception to people I value. I don't bow down to authority that did not earn respect, nor do i bow down to pretentious people- too good to be true, too insensitive to be human.

I am EXTRAVAGANCE. I love myself. and I please myself. no buts. no ifs. I am my freedom. I am not me for other people. and never again will I shape my person for another worthless being.

i am GREED. true. i don't want to share what i have earned solely. when i cry and bleed and sweat alone, i want to sow everything for myself.

i am SLOTH. i will work my ass til i want to and til i can, but when i don't want to move a finger, it's none of your business. or it can be you and me, outside.

i am JEALOUSY. my true, real and old friends know that i love being pampered and showered with attention. call it selfish, but they know i deserve the love i get because i am loyal and stubborn.

i am GLUTTONY. i want a lot of things for myself. to the extreme? maybe. in my opinion, it's not even enough!

i am WRATH. i am ire when jilted. i am anger when provoked. i am rage when you touch my friends. i am choler when you harrass my loved ones. i am outrage when you're stupid. i am fury when reasoned with.

Rollerblades

Someone thought this song is for me. Worse is, i thought of it first. Eliza Doolittle's Rollerblades I know you say you're ready to change But I need to get it down on paper It's in your face, you're ready to blame The first guy in line to catch the train I'll save your seat 'Cause you don't stand for what you preach You're singing with a broken string Tell me what you really mean Do you know what you want? While beating up on yesterday I was on my rollerblades Rolling on, moving on It's time to take the time to create 'Cause you're running late, the doors are closing So tip your hat and you might get back Whatever you need is up ahead This train won't stop For anybody to get off You're singing with a broken string Tell me what you really mean Do you know what you want? While beating up on yesterday I was on my rollerblades Rolling on, moving on You're singing with a broken string Tell me what you really mean Do you know what you want? Do you know? Oh, no We've got to run with it It will get better And at least We're stuck together Make your mind up Know what you need to say Before you shout at me So take your seat 'Cause standing only wears out feet You're singing with a broken string Tell me what you really mean Do you know what you want? You're beating up on yesterday I was on my rollerblades Rolling on, moving on You're singing with a broken string Tell me what you really mean Do you know what you want? Beating up on yesterday I was on my rollerblades Rolling on, moving on Do you know what you want?

LOVE IS...

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

Find a person who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the someone who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats him...

THIS IS ME NOW... (An Open Letter)

My EverDearest babe...

I'm an acquired taste. Either you like me or not. But until the point where you assume things out of conjectures or based on your own preconceived notions of what I am, then you're nothing more than a puppet of your selected senses.

Relationships are not my forte; I'm either a complete douche bag or someone who is emotionally dependent on my partner. Either way, I have lived to see the day where self-realizations is a must for self-discovery and finding a more concrete moral compass in life.

I am not desperate and I am not into some casual fling. I am not willing to degrade my value system for some one night of carnal pleasure, while my emotions give out an interplay of disgust towards myself. I am no saint to be telling you that I have not enjoyed some past encounters, but more often than not it gave me something to think about; and it was never a good thought.

I don't have preferences, mainly because it is ludicrous to give out a set of checklist to someone and draw out some percentage of what attracts you the most to that individual. If you are that shallow, and probably that transparent then perhaps trying to categorize your future mate into a set of ideals would be the easiest. But then, you're just becoming lazy is it not, if that is the case.


JAMES...

XXX Issue

"I am extremely surprised to be contacted by xxx

regarding a person and an issue that I have no knowledge about

and with which I have no part.

I do not work and I have never worked with the person they are mentioning.

I do not collaborate and I have never collaborated with the show "Going Bulilit" at any level.

In consequence

I regret to inform them that

I cannot comment in any ways about the persons and/or the things I do not know."

james

sobrang unfair ng XXX...para akong star pag pasok ko ng ipost ng 2am...

lahat ng tao nagtatanong kung ano nangyari sa akin... para din akong celebrity na smile lang ang sagot...

mahirap din ang feeling... maakusahan ng isang case na hindi mo naman alam, at first time ko pa lang ngayon magpa-file ng case sa mga taong sumisira sa pangalan ko...

kailangan nilang linisin at bayaran ang danyos sa ginawa nila pagsira sa akin. buti na lang may mga taong naniniwalang hindi ko magagawa yan, at nandyan si kevin to support me at si GOD..

at kahit bali-baliktarin nila ang mundo, alam kong mananalo ako dahil god knows I am Clean...

• Sinoia Nzima hello. I'll call you later. Chill ka lang friend. I'm always here for you... Take care and God bless!!!

  16 hours ago ·
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  Bea Lavadia awww james.. :( be strong.. you'll get through it :)

  16 hours ago ·
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  Rein Badajos wahahahaha suuko ka na,,,napapaligiran ka na namin...hahahahha
  tetistigo na ba ko???? hahahahah malademonyo mukha ni remy kagavi.... hahahha

  15 hours ago ·
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  Rodel James Ladic Easy and cool lang ako... thanks maan, bea, and jayR... kala siguro nung remy ganun lang kadali mangdamay at manira ng pangalan... :-/

  14 hours ago ·
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  Camille Mortiz-Malapit dapat trinace muna nila kung sino yung mga taong nakapangalan sa resibo. matuturo ng mga yun kung sino yung kasangkot ni remy.

  13 hours ago ·
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  Iam Qui Tongski exactly i agree with you camille. thats unfair to pose his picture without his authorization as well without checking the background... in deep investigation before they show it... tinuro lang na kasangkot.. parang kriminal na ang labas. hais....

  8 hours ago · · 1 person
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  Sinoia Nzima james, dapat tinanong ka talaga muna nila bago sila maglabas ng ganyang issue tutal sa isang network naman kayo nagta-trabaho di ba?! sa ginawa nila lumalabas tuloy na mas totoong magbalita ang kabilang station. "walang kinikilingan, walang pinoprotektahan, serbisyong totoo lamang..."

  8 hours ago ·
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  Rodel James Ladic tama mare! parang gusto kong pa imbistigahan sa imbistigador para sampal sa xxx :)

  31 minutes ago ·
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  Rodel James Ladic I am actually tired of explaining things to everybody... just getting ready to act things possible to clean up my name... thanks guys for the positive side... sobrang laking tulong sa depressions ko... thanks.

GOING ON

I cared, I was hurt. I took risks, I failed. I sacrificed, I lost. I hoped, I gained nothing. YET, I kept on lovin until every piece of me was broken.....